Family dinner

mlm td me n my family g dinner bersama-sama

kitorang g mkn kat chop n stick kat serdang

always serdang klu ape2 pun

kami xleh dipisahkan ngan serdang....:)

then after that kitorang g Tesco kajang

nak abeskan voucher yg tamat tempoh today

RM40 tu, rugi klu x guna kan

so shopping mmg bes

msk jek ape nak kat dlm troli

my mom n kak long will pay for it

heaven right...hehe

so smlm we spent about RM400

sume atas usaha aku la tu....huhu

sbb tu dorg x ske bwk aku g shopping,

bankrap....:p

tp yg plg aku suke smlm adela bj anak buah aku

bj lembu

siap ade topi yg ade telinga lembu

then ade ekor skali

hehe....so cute

ske sgt bj ni.....comel

cute kan....bile nak tgk adly pakai ni...hehe

but in all that, ade something missing like always

x cukup ahli la kan

just my mom, abg amir kak long n imah n me of coz

walaupun suasana nampak hepi

tp br nak odw g sana

my mom dah sebut nama abg idan

"sian abg idan xde"

tu yg my mom always ckp

tp aku tau dalam ati die sedey

bkn hanya sbb ketiadaan anak nyer pada masa itu

tp jugak atas sbb lain yg x mampu diungkap dgn kata2...

but kitorang x bley nak wat pape

tu pilihan hidup die kan

so makna nyer

tu ape yg die nak utk hidup die

my mom always mcm tu

ape pun die nak wat

die ingat kitorang sume

smpai kadang2 nak mkn something yg bes2 pun x dpt

sbb die teringat anak die yg xde ngan die masa tu

tu pun smlm, penat kak long pujuk br my mom nak g mkn together ngan kitorang

but kebanyakan benda yg kitorg ckp kan adalah
about my brother yg xde ngan kitorag tu

we all try to be happy for him but i know in our heart is not like that

but we always pray for their happiness

coz whatever happen, we are family right....

sometimes i miss all the memory that we have before

right now everything is change

we cannot get along well with all of us like before

it such a long time when we are very happy together

like abg amir always said

"happy kan family kite"

then all of us will laugh of it

but now its just my mom, me, abg amir n kak long

 in my heart i always hope....

i hope one day all of us can be together again just like the old time.....

      i wish my family can be happy family again......with all my family member

      without feel like someone is not here......

      walaupun mmg kami kekurangan someone yang dah lama pergi

      my dad...

p.s : Ohana means family....

        family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten....

aku yang rindu masa dulu

~Dikna~